Monday 26 January 2009 (1416h)
By Margaret Nicolas Decena Alpajora
Timezones now and time spent then
Heart seeks where, Heart seeks when
True love lost then new love found
Happiness persued after losing ground
New beginnings, a broken heart to mend
From losing a lover who once was a friend
Sorrow decreasing but heartache lingers still
A blackhole left wide open to slowly refill
Depression not far, but joy patiently waiting
Sleepless nights from the nightmares my mind keeps creating
A captive I've become, My captor: Unaware
He doesn't know my heart's still trapped within his crystal stare
Aware of the cold drama; A secret wish within
To talk to this captor of the friendship growing thin
Ten years; A lifelong friendship, Destroyed in one harsh blow
No longer grieving the loss of a lover, but missing a bestfriend so
Secretly awaiting the day all this I can say
Secretly hoping all the tears have gone away
To move on, as he wants me to, is not to hard a task
I simply need to speak my mind, might he listen is all I ask
But this confession be not one way
I ask for him to have his say
So all the cards are laid down on the table
Thus a true friendship be once more enabled.
"I miss the good old days!"
xoxoxoxox
Strong Friendships always survive...?
26 January 2009
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