Too "Me"...
By Margaret Nicolas Decena Alpajora
Saturday 23 January 2010 (0156h)
Tears
Too many tears
My eyesight is not clear
I feel like i'm not real
Breath
Too quickly gone
I'm losing breath fast
I fade out at last
Hope
Too often lost
My hope is not shattered
Someday I'll get it right
Relief
Too far off
But I feel relief
No more fighting
Gone
He is gone
I feel my heart crash
It burns
Life
Am I still living
One day my life will brighten
for now I exist
Love
I still love him
I wont ever stop
I fell too deep
Time
It strengthens
But it also destroys
Time to leave
Tears
Too many tears
Time to wipe those tears
No more tears please...
... So why can't I stop crying?
Blood
I hurt myself
Trying to stop crying
Accidents happen...
... And the blood just soothes the pain.
Goodbye
The saddest word
Sometimes it is necessary
How sad...
... But it's time to say Goodbye!
Copyright (c) Margaret Nicolas Decena Alpajora, 2010
23 January 2010
Tears...
By Margaret Nicolas Decena Alpajora
Thursday 14 January 2010 (2054h)
Is it love if we cannot put away our selfish pride
To forget about the happy times
To lose sight of what it truely means
To be in love?
Either way, we are in love...
Is it true if you just walk away
Or watch me go and not ask me to stay
To give up all hope and fight
But not make up?
Either way, our love is true...
Is it deep if most of what see
Is selfish physicality
And space is not a factor,
Is this deep?
Either way, this love is deep...
Is it me or is it you to blame?
If so then we should both be ashamed
For love has no place for blame
We all make mistakes.
Either way, we fight, we blame...
I do not know what else to say
I cannot be so swept away
I gotta live my life today
It's time...
It's time for me to let you go
If when i let human colours show
U get upset and i don't know
What makes u happy...
It's neither u or i to blame
For one last time i call out your name
But now things will never be the same
Pls say we'll stay friends...
This is not a perfect love
We do not live perfect lives
Time for me to wipe away
these tears im crying...
I love you!
... but Goodbye!
Copyright (c) Margaret Nicolas Decena Alpajora, 2010
14 January 2010
