LiFe tHrouGh thE eYe$ of Baby May: A Message of Thanx

I'm Losing It!!!But Hey...! ;)
Saturday 7 February 2009 (2353h)
By Margaret Nicolas Decena Alpajora

I can't stop thinking
And I'm going insane;
I can't sleep
Cuz there's too much in my brain.

Worried bout form 5
But crushing on this guy;
He's in my school
And we hang out all the time.

But I have a boyfriend
And it's just not working out;
For a month, it hasn't been the same
And we've had nothing to talk about.

I can't forget to mention
My bestfriend who be my ex;
It seems his friendship's slipping away
And I don't know what to do next.

The wierd thing is:- I'm happy
But my mind won't let me rest;
I'm up all night
Cuz of these thoughts I'm starting to detest.

There's not much I can say
But I think I should explain;
How some thoughts keep me happy
And how others cause me pain.

My ex is in the past
But I keep thinking 'bout the break-up,
And how it quickly turned our friendship
Into nothing more than grey dust.

Sometimes I cry at night
Cus of the loss of a friendship so dear,
And the memories of those happy days
Often make me shed a tear.

As for my current
I'm just too proud to break it off just yet,
He's really sweet but I can't keep stalling
Or I might one day regret.

Some friends say I should end it,
Some say that I should wait,
And others question
Why I had accepted anyway.

Straying from confusion
To the thoughts that keep my smile;
My crush, I see him everyday
And I knew him as a child.

He's funny, sweet & different
And, wow, can he beat-box great,
He's great to chill with and lots of fun
So often I get to class real late.

Past, present and future
Time cannot tell,
It throws us many challenges
We end up calling Hell.

But I realise a life with no challenge
Is just no life at all,
We can only do the best we can
And get up everytime we fall.

These horrors put before me
Are there to help me grow,
So I won't complain, I won't give up
What lies ahead, no one knows.

The problems of one teenager
Don't amount to much in our crazy world,
But all we can do is work hand in hand
Every boy and every girl.

So the world can be a better place
We help each other out;
Friends are there for a reason, that's why I'n not screamin'
Through all this pain and doubt.

So now I just wanna thank all my friends
And I really don't know where to start,
But they stayed with me from beginning to end
So thanks guys, from the bottom of my heart!