By Margaret Nicolas Decena Alpajora
23 November 2009 (2104h)
Why do I cry and why can't I breathe?
Why am I sad and why can't I see?
What's happening and why can't I stop?
What does this mean, why has my heartbeat dropped?
What can I do when the one who makes me smile,
Hurts me and leaves me lost like a child?
What can I do when he breaks me apart?
What an I say to cover up my broken heart?
My pillow is saoked in the tears from my eyes,
If I don't stop crying soon, I will fade out and die.
But I can't help these feeling of depression and pain,
My heart has been wounded, my soul has been slain.
Why won't he tell me what it is I've done wrong,
Why is he mad and why can't I be strong?
Why can't I be the perfect girl that he sees?
Why isn't it good enough when I'm just being me?
Why can't I get something right for a change?
Why does it seem like I've pushed him away?
Why do I cry when I know I'm to blame?
Will I ever grow or will I stay the same?
Is this the end of my favourite scene?
Is this the end of my once endless dream?
Will I grow stronger or will I grow weak?
Will I keep asking questions or find the answers that I seek?
Will his "I Love You" always stay the same?
Or will this "I Love You" soon turn to a game?
Will this "I Love You" be my only and my last?
Will I have a future to match my amazing past?
I don't know what's coming or how many times will I cry,
I don't know how many times I will end up asking why,
I'll live for the now and know tomorrow awaits,
And I'm hoping this "I Love You" will never go away!
23 November 2009
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