Too "Me"...

Too "Me"...
By Margaret Nicolas Decena Alpajora
Saturday 23 January 2010 (0156h)

Tears
Too many tears
My eyesight is not clear
I feel like i'm not real

Breath
Too quickly gone
I'm losing breath fast
I fade out at last

Hope
Too often lost
My hope is not shattered
Someday I'll get it right

Relief
Too far off
But I feel relief
No more fighting

Gone
He is gone
I feel my heart crash
It burns

Life
Am I still living
One day my life will brighten
for now I exist

Love
I still love him
I wont ever stop
I fell too deep

Time
It strengthens
But it also destroys
Time to leave

Tears
Too many tears
Time to wipe those tears
No more tears please...

... So why can't I stop crying?

Blood
I hurt myself
Trying to stop crying
Accidents happen...

... And the blood just soothes the pain.

Goodbye
The saddest word
Sometimes it is necessary
How sad...

... But it's time to say Goodbye!

Copyright (c) Margaret Nicolas Decena Alpajora, 2010
23 January 2010