Insecure
By Margaret Nicolas Decena Alpajora
Thursday 22 July 2010 (0124h)
Is it just me or have things changed?
Nothing seems to feel the same
When we talk and when you're near
The vibes I'm getting aren't clear
Have you grown tired of me always around?
Do you need a break? Should I mellow down?
Am I just imagining bad things in my head;
Causing myself needless stress when I should be in bed?
What are these thoughts? Where are they from?
Am I insecure? Am I just being dumb?
What are you thinking? What's on your mind?
Why can't you tell me what you're feeling inside?
Have I lost my touch? Has the magic gone away?
Am I just afraid soon you might not want to stay?
Lately it's been difficult to get you off my mind?
What does this mean? Could this be a sign?
I find myself drowning in thoughts only of you
Memories and feelings and unanswered questions too
Please tell me everything's alright and nothing's really wrong
Tell me that I need not stress cuz your feelings aren't gone
I hope that I'm just crazy and my worries aren't true
Cuz I'm caught deeper than ever in that voodoo that you do
The magic spell you have on me hasn't gone away
So tell me it's the same with you so I can be okay...
~ * ~ Insecurity: This feeling is new to me... ~ * ~
Copyright (c) Margaret Nicolas Decena Alpajora, 2010
22 July 2010
This is real.. genuine.. almost like my poetry :-) Keep it up.. Emotions are good for writing. Later, you can go through all of them and pick out the best and maybe "let go" of the not so good ones especially if the emotions are no longer there.
ReplyDelete=) okay! thankz!!! <3
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