By Margaret Nicolas Decena Alpajora
Wednesday 7 July 2010 (0024h)
I feel restless and I can't fall asleep
Stormy and cluttered thoughts make home in me
I do not know why I'm unable to rest
I lie here feeling like my mind's in too much a mess
Traces of sorrow and traces of doubt
They threaten to squash the joy I just found
Am I so useless and so void of worth?
Is he really just afraid that I will get hurt?
Why can't I chill; Why can't I be calm?
What happened to me? My confidence is gone
Him I don't blame; If I did, myself I'd hate
For him I'm willing to patiently wait
He don't have to worry, he don't have to change
He might think I'm stupid, he might think I'm strange
But till the day he tires of being with me
He don't have to worry bout setting me free
Does he want me as much as I want him?
Does he know that everyday in my mind he swims?
Will he ever know why I look in his eyes?
Does he know my often distant self is just a disguise?
I can't stop wishing I could read his mind
I want to know what to do to make him smile
I feel like I'm losing the one I just found
Please stay for a while; Please for now stick around...
~ * ~ Give us one more chance ~ * ~
7 July 2010
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