It was fast.
You don't like it.
I know exactly where you're coming from with this.
and i understand you fully.
but can i help it?
can ANYONE really help it???
do you wanna tell me y u hating on me?
do u wanna tell me y u hating on him?
should i have told frizz the truth?
so she cud criticize me?
so she cud tell you about it, shtick, so you cud criticize me too?
are u 2 the only 2 who know?
no. you're not. so why is it you're the only 2 that don't like it?
"Supasize" seems fine wit it.
"Soundeffect" accepts it all with a smile on her face.
and she was there with us too. at Riverwalk. smiling and laughing with us.
but would you do the same thing?
did you read any of the other notes or blogs describing how i feel?
are u even gonna read this 1?
i know you're only saying these things because u care.
and u don't wanna see me get hurt again.
but don't u think I'm smart enough, strong enough to handle it?
do u think tat i wont learn from my past experiences?
just live life then not see anything?
don't u think i know wot I'm doing? tat I've taken caution to all this so i don't hurt myself? so i don't hurt him?
do u think I'm just walking past all this without thinking?
yes! I've thought about it.
and you'd know maybe if u read the ish i right.
did you bother to ask any1 else about the matter?
did u bother to ask ME about any info before treating me like i broke the law???
are u just assuming things or do you even know how long iv known him?
Heck! even one of my closest friends, sum1 who really did save my life, really dislikes him.
and yet he says he's happy if i am.
w8! does that matter to you?
did u bother to ask me how it affected me at all?
don't u want me to live a normal life without fear of feeling again?
or did u once again just make more assumptions and think I'd do something without knowing what I'm doing or knowing who I'm getting into things wit 1st?
are you just jumping to conclusions the minute u hear or see something that u don't like?
i don't get it anymore...
i understand that u care. and u don't want me gettign hurt again.
but why are you treating me as if i were just about to jump off a cliff?
why must you make your own silly conclusions without talking to me first?
why am i being punished for feeling good about myself again?
why can't you ask me about it without making it seem as big as some court case?
Why do you hate that I love again?
Answer me this.
With valid reasoning and information!
With confidence and calmness.
Without crowding around me and shouting at me without having talked to me 1st.
With real signs of compassion and care as my friends.
Instead of shock and disbelief as my peers.
Please. Do me this one favour.
and i will ask no more questions.
Just think about it 1st... before you do the one thing you're trying to prevent... and hurt me.
Think about what you're going to say. and if wot u said to me and how you said it was right.
Tell me if you don't like it but tell me because you care.
not JUST cuz u don't want me to.
I'm Sorry.
But I do!
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