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Goodbye
By Margaret Nicolas Decena Alpajora
Sunday 8 March 2009 (1959h)

I'm sorry if it seems
I'm clinging to same old facts
Same old story
Same old act

But I have to say
What I have to say
Get rid of this heavy load
Time to live for today

I leave you a message
I figure it's worth a try
Guess I'm always wrong
Cuz there's never a reply

I'm sorry if you feel
That I did something wrong
But I don't know what I did
For you to ignore me for so long

I'm not trying to redeem myself
As anything more than ur friend
But this distancing you're causing
Is more than I can comprehend

When we were young I promised
I'd do all to keep your smile alive
I kept that oath and let you go
Cuz I thought our friendship would atleast survive

But then my girls started beefin' witchu
And I wasn't there when it went down
I know that it hurt you cuz you did what you could
But I swear I defended you when I found out

I told them off for screamin at you
When you really didn't derserve that at all
They were just abit mad, please understand
Cuz after that, we all felt 2inches tall

Your distancing just continued
Till you weren't the same as before
We spoke but we spoke as though we were never friends at all
As though we had just met, and nothing more

As you moved further away, your boys treated me closer
As though I was now one of them
I was glad cuz I tought they were totally awsome
And kept me close to an amazing old friend

The days kept passing and I decided to move on
It was obvious you weren't gonna come around
One more friend lost, one more depressing thought
Another bond burned down to the ground

I was happy for you when you found a new partner
But something still made me feel shook
Back then you used to tell me everything and in detail
Bt now, nothing, I found out from facebook!

I thought of those days when we were still kids
When you used to prank me till I cried
Then of when the teenage years brought us back, reunited
And we talked all day long, side by side

You told me all your feeelings and thoughts and dreams
Your grief for the lady you still loved
Your happiness your sorrow and even more; your trust
I was so thankful for this friend from above

But now I hear nada, not even a hello
It saddens me when I think how it's changed
But I guess now, I'll just have to deal with tomorrow
With this new lifestyle, so rearanged

I miss you my angel, I don't wnna say goodbye
But so sadly, it seems that i must
Have a wonderful life, I hope you get by
Now I step back, and let our bonds rust

Goodbye my brother, my very bestfriend
I know that you know who you are
Just know that I'm still here, Your sister till the end
Looking up at the same moon, same stars...